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Amy was here with you at Sunday, October 08, 2006 .

Happy belated Mid Autumn Festival--> now is 1.01 am.. haha

I am so touch with this..Click here!

Thanks u .. muack!

Today, made many mooncakes for my friends.. Leonard, alicia, joe and jessie.. plus baby's mummy and my parent. I am so happy that they like it, and i felt a sense of satisfaction as i finally did a wonderful and delicious mooncakes.

sleepy.. nite nite..

Amy was here with you at Saturday, October 07, 2006 .

Before i start with some bad comments, I wanna post out the video i created for Jade.
A video for darling Jade

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Ok.. I shall start..

WOW.. discover the truth of a person..

Who?

Again i will say Miss SUPERSTAR!

Let me show u her bloody hidden blog..

OMG.. guess wad ppl, she is such a pussy that after reading sarah and my blog, she deleted her blog page. Omg.. and thinking no one will discover her "so secret precious safe blog", she state all her anger behind the wall.. wad a mouse she is..

Let me tell u Miss superstar, since u have done such a fucking stupid shit, i shall tell u right in everyone's eye:
Stop ur stupid behaviour, or else, u shall be the onli lonely person in this world, friends will avoid u, no one will dare to come close to u, and care any shit about u. Let me warn u first, dun create any more problems anymore, u are such a pitty that a good nice friend like Yan Wen has decided to cut the friendship with u. SO u are so happi with it, u think u have a big circle of friends ya? U think such friend can be treated like a shit to u ya? Wake up ur big brain la...

Let me tell u, ur secret blog has been making me realli fucking angry!
I am a veri straight forward person to friends or anyone.. so u r trying to say i insult ur mother and you scolded me "kAN NI NA BU CHAO CHI BAI"? pLs la.. grow up man 18 years old small ger, u r such a shit to me, who wanna insult ur mother if u behave urself? being someone and try to threaten us? wtf. U maybe thinking that we wont see ur blog, haha u r realli so wrong, there are many ppl out there who are smarter than u!Cursing me better off dead.. not for u to judge.. thats god's homework okie.. dead dead la, i haunt u for sure busturd!

ANyway i dun need u to cut a line as enemies with us, we have already did it superstar!.. we have already regard u as a crazy, mad bitch..

Talking about clubbing, y? u think u are great after clubbing a few times huh? Haha.. pls lar.. ppl out there who dun club, also wont be so stupid to compare such things la...

Pls la.. wake up.. u wanna compare with me and sarah? okie lets compare.. interesting!
Superstar, do u ever been to any ktv pub? clubs such as devils bar? ops.. u are underage! ZOUK? MOS? CHICKY MONKEY? DOUBLE O? OPS again underage.. China black? bla blabla... all clubs we have been before so? u dare to dance on top of the platform? i guess u wil fall for sure! U drink? last time, i could drink a bottle of chivas before drop dead on the floor, u can not? I once remember u tell me u can drink a can of beer and u r so drank.. wad the shit is that? Pls la.. dunno how to club dun YAYA PAPAYA! club a few time so great, then do so, dun need to compare nor say anything bad about us.. anyway that sound so childish comparing.. yuck!

Haha "u r more childish than me" LOOK who is talking.. Juz a 18 years old young ger, trying to act as if she is 30 years old lady.. fuck u ger! such things are for the young gers to say .. and u are consider one of them.!

Haha.." lucky this blog they dunno" nanapoo poo!!.. we know we know.. OMG.. how u hide from the expertise man! u r juz a small fly to me..! clever to fly to all kinds of url, but stupid to let us discovered u and kill u!

"4 bitches mouth is upsize than me man" are u trying to say we are so talkative?Yes we bitch around, we talk and play alot, so ? without u onli wad! SO wads the matter of that? feeling left out? Ya.. we know.. we juz cant talk to a bitch like u.. because u think so differently frm us. let say, we talk abt the sun, u talk about the moon, never ever think before u talk. ha

"they deserve to be whack" ya lor.. to be whack by our mummy daddy before, now my mummy dun even dare to whack me, u wanna start ur words, u deserve a slap instead superstar, pls la, u have been finding fault frm the wrong gorup of ppl le, we aren't the type who see and forget! U wanna whack us? do it.. dun speak to the air okie..

So ppl, now my blog is realli realli hard to read.. juz because i am fucking piss with someone! Hope my pussycat wont mind the language in it *>*..
Anyway this superstar onli dare to appear in front of the computer screen, let us see she dare to appear in front of us in school haha.. i cant wait for that to happen!

SUperstar, will see ur next post ya? write more leh.. too short .. write more so i will have the chance to say more.. okie?

And juz chat with my friend the comments goes like this...

TRUE!SO true.. so roslind, say more and u will end up in hell! Thks wolf for the comments!

Ros , u wan to continue ur action, sooner and later, the whole world will know abt u man! so stop it or the fun will continue!
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ANyway...

I wanna post out some pictures.. been stuck with such fuck up situation till i stop hobbies of posting pictures pictures!
Wow .. Mr leonard spend A THOUSAND OVER ON LV bag(mini neo) and LV wallet(mongram canvas series)

OMG.. Alicia must be so happi.. n Leonard have to keep taking panadols.. haha..

Work one the last saturday..

After work, Leonard came to my work place to fetch me, alicia, wendy and Jessie. We headed to Town.. Taka.. Looking for foot wear.. charles and kids, URS, and many other shops.

Fun especially we went into LV shop. Wow.. so many of my favourite bags.. but too expensive.

Then pussycat finish reparing his car.. poor darling of mine, because of his car.. he was overly depressed over it. I let him settle his car, no more irritating him cos i understand how he feel. Joe was so nice to accompany him at ah heng's shop frm morning 9 plus to 5 plus.. wow.. realli BROS!

Ate at Ajisen restaurant.Full.. full.. and the food is nice too..

Went shopping with alicia, couldn't find wendy and jessie.. and the guys went to play at the arcade..

Movie stared..

Hood-A-Beeb

Jackie chan show.. never once disappoint me, and this time is funnier and interesting. The baby is so adorable .. and the period of both louis koo and Jackie as a nanny made me wanna laughed and felt so touched too! I never regretted watching it.. so u guys, wad are u waiting for? Hurried up catch the movie before its too late!

pic are ready!

Real statue.. cant believe they can sit there for long! power!

Silly leonard initially wanna take a pic with them.. but he run away. haha leonard scaredy cat.. haha ..

Movie tix.. 7 of us..

Snapshot of Joe and Jessie.. haha..

Me and Jessie..

Sisters.. guess who ? haha

Me and lovely alicia in the DARK.. actually the more i look at her, the sweeter of her !

Movie time.. Do something illegal, haha but omg.. its so cute!

Cool fighting scene..

Nice show..

Sunday

Went to give tuition. I am so sad, so sad that i cant teach anymore. I miss my student.I miss them so much.

After tuition, pussycat brought me to Mustafa. However, had an arguement with him.
I am sad , i am sngry because whenever i ask him to drink to eat, the ans is always "no i dun wan" I am quite sensitive of it and moreover i keep thinking of my tuition side, and this lead me to be sensitve of all kinds of words from my baby. I walked away, he drove off.

I walk alone from mustafa, finding my way out till i see this big building infront of me "simlim square" okie i am fine.. i exclaimed! The place i walked was so ulu.. so many indians.. they look like they never seen a girl before. I was thinkin, nevermind, i must continue walking..
Walk towards Daska Road.. where i see this..

Ppl there selling things that are old or second hand.. well many ppl over there and I never think of stepping inside!

Walk to Simlim square, but never think of walking inside too. I was juz enjoying the breeze, the sun and thinking abt baby. Jus continue walking till i reached Bugis.. went to pray, Mummy said u pray, u feel better..

But bugis was so pack!People squeezing here and there.. my legs hurt, but til i did not stop at all.. went to pray..

LANTERN.. my favourite toy when i am young.. playing and holding it in the night.. i miss the time when i am young..no worries nothing!

Mummy always bring me to this coffee shop to eat the Indian Rajak! I love it.. when can someone bring me there to eat.. I miss it..

Actually to say i am enjoying the scene, i can say "no".. My mind is reflecting about alot of thing. Maybe is good that whenever me n baby quarrel, we will leave each other alone. Cool down and come back to each other again.

When to Bugis Junction, i walked almost everywhere.. looking for our couple rings.. thou i am sad of baby, i still think of him everywhere i go. Shopping alone, is quite bored, but overall i can see and consider the things i wanna get, no time consumed. I bought something for him.. its frm the time when i saw what leonard is carrying and i consider to get one for him.

Is a Car key pouch frm braun buffel.

I got myself a bottom for myself too!

Felt so happi .. i finally got it for baby. And i realli hope he like it.

After bugis, i travel to hougang mall to walk again.. refused to go back home. Baby worred, i know.
Baby i am sad thats y.

On monday,

I work for half day as it was Children Day.
Happy belated CHILDREN DAY to mavis, bryan and my students. Muack!

Follow leonard to fit his 5ZIGEN.

Then follow baby to settle his work. I went home, well baby looked for Joe.
Baby said" i am so happi u trust me to go out with joe, leonard.."
Amy to baby: "They give me the trust, and i trust u, i do not like to be a detective in ur eyes, i am ur love one, not someone who stop u from ur interests, ur enjoyment, remember i love u."

Wednesday.

After work, have a fight again with baby. He realli din turn up at my work place. I was feeling stressed at work, so fuck up. I was wondering y cant my closest one understand how i feel. Y do u wan to argue with me. I was feeling worst at work, i cried in front of my student telling them to stop pissing me off and be good. But baby, he juz onli know how to hurt me with words, cause me much frustration, n i realli force myself to cool down, but it doesn't work. Work is another thing that gives me problems. Y y y .. yes,baby, i shouted, but i am realli out of control.. i am so stressed up with my work, and stressed out that u cant understand me, understand the needs for me. U simply juz go on with ur own words, leaving me hanging in the air, trying to find a way to make u understand me, hope u are able to give in to me juz for the moment. I am realli tired.

I met up with Sarah, winston, jeff and Keneath. Who to approach to? Sarah is my closest to turn to. I was waiting, waiting for ur message, ur call, ur voice, but i got nothing. I try to cheer myself.. try to forget, try to relax, but no matter how i ignored my bag, how i avoid, in the end i still keep looking at my phone.. Waiting for ur calls.

Well.. I had my dinner, i had a few rounds of window shopping but still my mind wasn't at ease. I lean myself again Sarah, hope to receive some help, some hopes, and in the end well me, sarah and winston were sitting down chating, u message. I am realli happi. haiz.

Sarah drove me home, baby's home, she came in and play with Mavis ger. we had a talk and pic taking. Sarah comments: wow ur room so messy.. yup .. sarah indeed.. i tried all kind of ways to clean it, clear the unnecessary stuffs, but still look messy. I am waiting for my off day to do it again.

Pics
My sad look..

Winston and Keneath

Jeff

At home..

After bath..

Sarah so sian, using my lappy..

End of the day, a sad day.

Amy was here with you at Thursday, October 05, 2006 .

Before i start with anything.. i wanna SPIT OUT ALOT OF THINGS.

I am so damn disappoint with SOMEONE, SOMEONE who criticize my friend - YANWEN, SOMEONE whom ME, JADE AND SARAH help with often, SOMEONE who take us for granted, SOMEONE who fucking piss me because she dun admit her mistake and fucking act in front of us.

Hello ROSLIND.

I am the closest friend of YANWEN, JADE AND SARAH. You freaking piss me with ur bloody stupidity action. okie i guess tat too hard for u to explain.

Well let me jolly well start frm the beginning. First, you simply know copying others' work is BLOODY wrong, and YET U DENIED when Yan wen ask u so nicely. HEY, hey, are u asking for a slap or a hard kick from me. HEY u should know me well frm the start of the school. You should know me that i wont go on to conclusion UNLESS i know the facts. Yan wen is too bloody nice to such pussy like u. LET me tell u.. u denied or hide the facts is okie, PLS LA, HOW FUCKING OLD U R MAN! need a fake MUMMY for ur help ar.. PLS la, i know ur patterns so well, u simply like to use those kiddy big small fonts, AND UR "MUMMY" use that too.. haha WOW.. AMAZING MAN! like mummy like daughter too la.. ops.. so YAN Wen Shouldn’t talk so NICELY to ur fake mummy in the first place, BECAUSE she oso a CHEATER juz like u.
Wake up la..
Like me knock ur head with some senses..
Hey .. i am glad u r so a sweet talker ... help me with ur printing, buying drinks.. stuffs like tat..
But u never know i have seen ur true colours ever since u have shown me ur face, ur actions and attitude. HA! still remember i asked u to come to JENT HSE TO MAKE THE DAMN LIKE MOONCAKE.. we put much efforts, IN THE END.. u can bloody talked bad behind me.. FUCK LA, mooncake doesn't suit ur special tongue say la.. dun need to say that my mooncake TASTE bad behind me.. HEY i am still alive! TALK right infront of me, i am okie! I can accpet comments, NOT LIKE U! U jolly well reflect wad u done la! stop being a lose end lady where ur low self esteem, lack of confidence and cheater u.. are seen by me!
Hey ... hey.. still remember there is once u cried in my school? HEY .. i am freaking mad with ur stupid attitude okie.. BUT IN THE END.. ask urself.. who STILL ACCEPT u to the group? hey hey hey.. think abt it la.. where ur BIG brain? on ur butt izzit? wad fucking effor u produce in our group? u still have the damn guts to copy YAN WEN'S assignment.. and can lied that u deleted it. SORRI MY LADY, we are not as childish as u do.. who the hell can believe such a KIA SU person like u CAN delete the assignment. HA .. U BLUFF shit izzit..
And since u dun join us in the group and said we are not fit to be ur GROUP MEMBERs.. hey, the door is always open in the first place, U ARE the one who stick with us like super glue.. WORST than my bf man! U keep backstabbing us, WADS UR FUCKING REASONS?
All my friends who frequent in my blog, look look look.. the great superstar is out trying to spoil the Singapore image.. such ppl should lock herself in the room and remain a "lonely ger".
SUPERSTAR ROSLIND..
ur blog state:

BULLY? we bully u? haha. r u jokin, superstar.. ? who is the one who backstabbed my friend, who is the one who talked bad abt us, who is the one who insist the quarrel.. WAKE UP SUPERSTAR.. u r FUCKING REFERRING TO ME.. to jade to sarah to yanwen.. SO after so much help frm us.. U SAID WE BULLY U .. wad a PUSSY unfaithful DOG u r.. pls lar.. PIG AND ANTS are much faithful THAN u !
Actualli I felt so bloody sad.. WHY ME SARAH JADE AND YANWEN did so much for u.!
HEY .. "bitch isn't referring to u?" YES U R ONE! U DUN DESERVE ANY FRIENDS AT ALL!U FUCKING DISAPPOINT ME!

"PLAGIARISM".. before i tell u wad it means.. JUZ WANNA TELL U.. U spelled wrongly superstar.. is not spelled " plagarism" is PLAGIARISM.pls dun use bombastic words if u cant. ! pls lar.. look at ur ENGLISH.. TERRIBLE!
okie let me tell u wad it means..
"means one who copy a person's work and present it as ur own work" Mmmm.. veri familar case as urs!
it oso means "taking other ideas and works and act it as ur own style!" veri familar too!
hey superstar..so u are trying to tell us u are a cheater la.. haha..
and fuck u!

"how dare u criticize us for not fit to be a teacher".. LOOK WHO IS TALKING MAN!fuck u.. WHO dress like wild dog to school? who shout at the students and who kanna fuck by the lecturer nand think u r still right?.. u jolly well know who it was!
stop humilating urself man ..

"Wad is there to be disappointing fake PRINCESS ROSLIND?" ha wad a joke, WE should be the one who are disappoint of u man! CANT U UNDERSTAND U ARE SUCH A LOW SELF FREAKING ESTEEM GER! LOOK AT URSELF.. ask urself who are u man! to simply spit words out of ur mouth without thinking..

"sad thing to be immature.." WTF..u r saying we are immature. Shit.. jade sarah and yanwen.. my blood is boiling .. ha! immature.. who is the one man! Who is the one who cant think straight.. JUZ know that ppl are picking on u.. WOW.. once ur lecturer scolded u and gave u good comments.. u fuck the whole out of her.. IS THAT CALL MATURED? hEY superstar.. matured means able to accept comments and improve to the best! HA for u, u onli know how to fuck the lecturer.. hey.. pls la.. who is the immature one? LOSER

"If wanna pick a fight bring it on?" haha who is the one immature again.. u think now u r at the era of AHLIANS AND AHBENGS ar.. " we are at the losing end" haha.. bring uR ABILITIES AND STRENGTH ON LA! Show me how good u r.. shit..! my foot are laughing!

eh superstar.. if u have the guts .. DUN DELETE UR FUCKING POST! "bring it on" haha u r a pussy!

U r now on my block list! Fuck the hell out of me, yanwen, sarah and jades’ LIFE! U are a DISGRACE!
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SPecial.. day for darling JADE.

Fuck this lady realli make me so angry... and moreover today is Jade's bday.

Jade happy bday to u.. loveya!

Amy was here with you at Tuesday, October 03, 2006 .

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Okok... haha i know u guys are waiting for photos to be update! Here i am HERE to update the entire picture. An assignment that need a month to finish has been done by me for only 2 FREAKING TIRING DAY!!! HAHA wad a joke ya.. Sarah and Jade knew how it felt! Suck!

At Candies place shopping!
Let me start the picture of my handsome sweetie sugar trying clothes and pants.. ssssluppppp! Charming!

Bored at candies place.. haha so took picture of myself..

sweet sugar's big shopping!

My little shopping!

Something tat out of 10 .. 10 of them said that it freaking high! haha ILOVEIT!

picture of the Other days :

Waiting for pussycat's brother who took years to reach the car... haha

Thanks Pussycat for the Guess perfume.. Now i have the collection of 20 reaching 30 over of perfumes.. !!! Dun ask me y i collect perfumes!!! Especially Sarah!! Sarah and pussycat have the same old school mind! Perfume waste money.. During the day at Mustafa.. Both of them were disturbing me to buy thE Banglar perfume *cheap*.. haha

Okie now the sad event.. This was during the night of the terrible SINGING SESSION.

Joe, leonard, pussycat.. neglected Azar.. haha.. Look he was so bored!

Before the quarrels.. Still can smile and sing happily..

But nvm.. its over.. Me n pussycat are back to the childish and loving us.. *___*

NEXT

The nite where we had dinner with my mummy daddy and kor kor..

We both were so crazy with me.. ops! i think is me n pussycat.. Look! He was not look at the camera.. *always 'chu' pattern* haha

Went Kallang Meet up after dinner..

Fun nite y?? see!

Someone vandalizing Mongoose'S Car.. haha USING TAPE!

wOW..... The someone did it.. Mongoose must be very furious! haha

BUT the someone's oso kanna vandalized! haha

Okie the someone is TPK term of TUA Pei Kong! haha RICHARD CHEN WEI YAO! haha.. Still denying the fact in forum! haha

Pictures taken in the toilet again.. haha.."USING Jade's new digi cam.. ANTI SHAKER!!"

Cuty Jade cum Jeslyn Tay

Amy cum Fann Wong

Sarah cum Giraffe *>* keke

The day at the Golf Club.. planning to register..

Me n Alicia.. both wan a good instuctor! FRIENDLY N NOT UGLY! haha..

After golf, after slimming spa programme, Shopped for BBQ foods!

Headline: MISSION FAILED!
Organiser: Leonard Lim

Warning: Not allow BBQ in Santosa

An unforgetable day.. I miss it..

lAZY Leonard...

Guys started the fire...

Vs girls tore plastic bag for the feet, sit and arrange the food on the table..

Look at me! haha
I tied plastic bag on my feet.... I hate the feeling of soggy sand... awgwwee...

Taken by Alicia.. Alicia.. good skill.!

Bridge taken by me in the starring star night...

Lousy charcoal..in the end.. MISSION FAILED!

Portable pit.. off u end up in the bin! haha

Bye Santosa, wad a waste!

But me, pussycat, leonard and alicia.. headed to East Coast Park..

Shiok .. this time Leonard was smart enough to buy a good prtable pit.. keke..

And it burnt real fast!

It was really fun.. as i blog, i could feel the laughter we had throughout the day..
However.. i felt someone changed veri fast. Mmm.. i guess it will be hard for such a next outing!

So i guess laughter fun and excitment is over because of one and onli person who i felt so disappointed.

I FEEL SEXY.. during Teacher's BELATED treat.

Me and Wang at the lobby...Sexy.. sexy..

Awesome! Beauty wang brighten up the day man!

Oh yeah.. all teachers..!MS BERNIE DIN TURN UP!

oH GOSS! I LOVE THIS PIC .. me n Shanthi

Babes man.. My school specialize in producing babes teachers!

So formal!

After lunch .. singing session.. so surprise, JESS AND EMILY COULD SING... haha

Gotcha!

WOw !.. good.. haha

Beautiful.. never forget the day! I love my colleagues!

Class on Wednesday

and it was also assignment DUEDATE!

lOOK .. our effots!

Jade most effort.. !

Relaxed finally.. mood not in lesson at all..
Picture taking in lesson!

Spot check Sarah dear....

ChaliE angels..!

A yogurt a day .. keep the doctors away.. haha

Eh.. eh.. hee.. mirror breaking soon!

End..

Answering Question for pussycat .. do u know me well? .. yes? then go on by answering all the questions.. haha..
pussycat .. ur bao bao veri cheeky ar..haha
U gotta do.. and tag the ans 1 or 2 or 3 in my chat board!

All pictures are frm Jade, Sarah n Me! haha .. pussycat if u r smart enough.. tell me which is sarah and jade too! haha
Whose eye is it?

Whose hand is it?

Whose hair is it?

Whose lip is it?

Some pictures of my portfolio.. i like it so much..

Okie done.. nity nity.

Amy was here with you at Thursday, September 28, 2006 .